疲倦的心

已经很久没有再上线博客了  忘了有多久  已经忘了如何去分享自己的心情  分享了也不会有人了解的   很黑暗吧  笑   现在的心情还真的很黑暗  
这一段日子了发生了很多事  让我成长了许多 也看清了很多  做人还是不要那么执着的好   因为无论事情好的坏的你都得去接受  因为人生里的低潮痛苦都是成长的路径
忍不了痛苦就見不到幸福 心是自己的  受伤了也得自己去面对  不要再去埋怨哪个对你好对你差  问问看自己  难道我又做到了吗  从来幸福可以很简单  是你要的太多不知足 它才会慢慢走远  

先不提感情事  只是自己的问题都让我喘不过气来了  曾经问问自己  我  是怎样的人  当我希望别人会这么做的时候我自己又在做些什么  人 都是自私的不是吗？  只是大家自私的程度不一样  有的人爱的是亲人  可有的人爱的只有自己  

亲人对我来说很重要  可是在不知不觉中我也曾经伤害了他们  不再去追究到底为什么  自问接下来的日子还能怎样做  
再来 感情  不知道什么时候开始我已把感情归入亲情里   害怕失去他像是害怕失去家人一样
我不想跌 难听一点我输不起  

真的很难过
可是还能做些什么  只好沉默的去面对一切

沉默是成長也是成熟的標誌
要学习如何去沉默

快樂,是什麼

這一刻問自己'在這20年裡,我做了些什麼'
我的人生里有什麼難忘有意義的事情.還是我和其他人一樣
每天圍繞著我愛的人生活下去,然後呢..
到底我的人生有什麼意義
我真的快樂嗎..連我自己也搞不懂快樂到底是什麼了
夢想與現實從來就不能同步
有誰的現實是她/他的夢想
有太多想做的事情
當所有人都覺得你異想天開的時候又有誰會在那裡支持你鼓勵你
沒有
我的夢想在你們眼裡從來只是奢想
不會有誰會去認同或支持
一句話的動力能有多大就能有多傷
一句加油有多大影響
你們會懂嗎
所有的事只能收在心底
不快樂也得接受
這,就是我的現實


晚安

給自己加油

無論在什麼時候，無論在什麼地方，都不要抱怨自己的人生。人生中沒有假設、沒有如果、沒有可能、沒有回頭。人生，中充滿了機會，也充滿了平平常常的小事情。有機會，請把握。錯失了機會，再讓自己製造另外一個機會。
假如你沒有驚天動地的大事可以做，那麼就做一個小人物，給一個可愛的小孩作父母，給一對老人做孝順的子女，給你的另一半一個簡單而幸福的人生。
努力不一定會成功，可是不努力就一定不會成功

累了的时候要为自己加油

也别忘了我会为你加油

Double Eyelid Tutorial

Huge & deep eyelid, Big & round eyes shape, every girls' dreams. I'm one of the little girl who tried to apply the eyelid tape everyday just wanted to make my eyes look more attractive. My upper eyelids are actually very puffy but thanks to double eyelid tape make my eyes look so 'electric'!  The power of double eyelid!

Okay. Firstly we need to understand what are single-lids and double lids? Single lids are eyelids that don't have a crease above the lash line, but double lids do. There are many naturally double-lidded and single-lidded Asians in the world.

So this is the magical things that i use. (I got it from Chinkie Candy)

Step 1
First, Prepare a pair of scissors. I don't use it by the whole tape cause it look unnatural on me. Try to make it half

 Can you see the line? My eyes are puffy and round. Half of the tape will look exactly nice on me. You can try to make it until the crease is a natural size for your eye shape and size. This might take a few tries so don't get too frustrated if you can't get them even the first time! Practice makes perfect and soon you will know what looks best on you.


Step 2.
Reverse the eyelid tape that you have cut. Reverse here means upside down the tape. Stick them on your eyes from the middle of your crease. Do not peel the white paper off until you apply the tape on your eyes. Be careful while peel off the white paper because the tape is double sided.

Step 3.

This is the tool come with the double eyelid tape which help to make your eyelid deeper after you apply the tape. Grab it and find your perfect eyelid.

 It looks invisible on my eyes :P

and now.... look at the differences!

I know it called big different >.<


The power of double eyelid & Makeups ♥

Go get it from Chinkie Candy today!

再好好 過日子

好好分開應要淡忘 你找到你伴侶
重臨舊情景 我卻哭得出眼淚
時常在聯想你會溫馨的抱她午睡
然而自己現在沒任何權利 再抱怨一句

我再沒勇氣向你講舊時 沒有勇氣相愛另一次
為你將睡眠忘記 通宵傾談但已經頓成往事
還是記起無道理的 對罵是年紀小的不智
今天你能忘記 只得我懷念多麼諷刺

輾轉反側將愛活埋 要把你印象減退
重提舊人物 我卻開心得帶恐懼
年月是流水 我也相識一個成長伴侶
殘酷或許是對象面形容貌也似你少許

我再沒勇氣向你講舊時 沒有勇氣相愛另一次
為你將睡眠忘記通宵傾談但已經頓成往事

還是記起無道理的對罵是年紀小的不智
今天你能忘記 只得我懷念多麼諷刺

如何逃避這戀愛故事 仍然說得多細緻
重覆的震撼 餘震未停止~

我再沒勇氣向你講舊時 沒有勇氣相愛另一次
為你將睡眠忘記通宵傾談但已經頓成往事
還是記起無道理的對罵是年紀小的不智
今天再回頭看 這一個男孩子

我怕面對你說到生活時 後悔過往的幼稚爭議
沒你的動人時節喧嘩歡騰亦已經並無意義
閒話到此遺憾到此 結論是回憶總要到此
雖則你難忘記 這戀愛遺物終需棄置
再好好 過日子

一直在堅持 到底在堅持什麼
已經不重要了嗎
為什麼會哭

想家了

又被惡夢驚醒的一天   不好的事情要來了嗎   怎麼辦   感覺很糟糕   繼續躺下   可是怎麼都睡不著   腦子裡總是媽媽的身影   好想念她   不知道為什麼   想著想著哭了   真的好想她   給媽媽打了電話    聽到媽媽的聲音真好  媽   在您的眼裡我永遠是長不大的孩子麽    時刻提醒著我該做什麼  不該做什麼   這麼多年來真的很謝謝您讓我們家完整幸福    謝謝您對我們的理解    沒有責怪我們不能陪在您的身邊       謝謝您那麼無怨無悔的愛著我們     想想自己為您所做的   又有什麼     祝您身體健康每天都開開心心

♥

It's been all busy busy here nowadays for my revisions. Can you believe it is December already and Christmas is only 13 days away?  When did that happen? Time passes so fast, Christmas, New Year and then Chinese New Year. Three holidays in two months. Is going to be busy again. So if you fancy a nice treat for your loves, lets get something or do something for them. *(For myself, am gonna get something special for him too, hehehee ♥ )

I will be sharing with y'll after my exam kiee, have a wonderful week and see y'll soon.

@For today, goodnight.

Exammmmm

The no edit no makeupss lol.

Can I just burn all the notes loll

Its study week right now. The week to do revision and prepare for the final exam. I started 2 days ago. There are so much need to memorize. FML With the stress of the exam right around the corner, my skin is looking worse. Like a dried out. :( I get so worn out over the study week, and my tired skin shows it! I need to perk up my skin seriously after thiss.

Btww goodluck for my exam xoxo :D

難受也要好起來

要考試了   想讀書   可這幾天小腹痛得要命   有一種有心無力的感覺   喝暖的吃暖的止痛藥也派上場了   還是很痛   一樣地痛   感覺像有幾百隻蟲在吃我肚子   拿走我的生命   我討厭這種感覺   不停的冒冷汗   全身乏力   暈眩     

身體十分的虛弱連說話都無力   頭暈想睡    躺著身體軟軟的像快奄奄一息了   那是怎樣   感覺像是我什麼都做不了   快要死掉了  
昨天在宿舍走廊差點暈倒   暈眩的感覺來了   看不了東西   說不了話   無力   盡量摸索牆壁找房間的路   房間沒有人   周圍沒有人   第一次感覺到世界末日   真的   就像是我在拼命的喊   可是沒有人會懂   感覺很糟糕   

貧血麽   能瀟灑地離開嗎   別在折磨我   別再折磨身邊擔心我的人了   我答應您   我好好照顧自己   請您乖乖地離開我   別讓我累著   親親

也給家人 和 他 親一個了別擔心 我會好的 :)

 

Fashion Is Art

Halooo. Time to blogggg again. Hehh hehh actually, I'm sleepy, my brain is not functioning and my eye lids are so heavy, but I feel like blogging right now rather than watchin the time fly without doing anything haha. Wanted to talk about the fashionable designed in the world.

It's hard to imagine a dress made entirely out of coke cans or a teddy bear skirt but in the premiere issue  these images have become reality.  A famous photographer Ryan Yoon makes household items and various other objects fashionable by turning them into wearable works of art.  Of course this has been done before but never in such a glamorous and arty way. (check out these pics)

I love how the waist is accentuated while the bottom falls into a full and flowy skirt.  Would you wear this lolllll? 

This is awesome lol

 

Learning with mac

Well, I'm really addicted to MacbookPro nowadays.So good to see people editing nice things nice pictures and nice video by using MacPro. Well its really delightful. Lol. Seriously I need something better than compare with the stupid lappy im using right now.

Built on the world’s most advanced operating system, the Mac is as easy to use as it is powerful. It comes with applications that help us create amazing projects. And you can do even more with iWork, pro applications and OS X Server.

• To share & work well
• To maximize your facetime
• Podcast Producer 2 
• Wiki Server 3

ILife
Every Mac includes iLife, a suite of digital content creation applications that enables teachers to design even more engaging lessons and students to create even more dynamic projects.

• Photo - You can search through your photos easily, since iPhoto automatically organizes them according to where they were taken and who’s in them. iPhoto also makes it easy to create captivating slideshows and amazing photo books. So you can make your own vocabulary book or document a field trip complete with snapshots. You can even create and send messages using beautifully designed email templates — all without leaving iPhoto. 
• Movie- You’ll start by adding video, photos and music, then fine-tune your projects with simple yet powerful editing tools. iMovie automatically adds animated titles and sophisticated transitions, transforming raw footage into a video scrapbook, a broadcast news segment or anything else your imagines. 
• GarageBand - Create educational podcasts for you to create your own news broadcast or radio show, complete with expert interviews. With GarageBand, you'll have everything you need to record, mix and master your own songs and podcasts. 

iWork
A simple way to make documents, spreadsheets and presentations shine.

ThePro
When you’re ready to take projects to a higher level, Apple offers more advanced applications that let you enhance photographs, make music and edit video like the pros.

•  Aperture - Cull shots, enhance and retouch images, manage massive libraries, share work online, and print professionally designed albums.
• Final Cut Pro X - One revolutionary app gives you incredible pro editing features — including sound and color — that are easy and intuitive to use. 
• Logic Studio -  Translate inspiration into expert-level recordings with Logic Studio, a complete set of professional audio applications that lets you write, record, edit, mix, and perform.

What are you waiting for? Select your MacBookPro today!

 

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4GB 1333MHz                                              4GB 1333MHz 

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 For more information about MacPro

Visit http://store.apple.com/my/browse/home/shop_mac/family/macbook_pro

Uhm,I guess that's it for today, just a random blog post. Have a nice day peeps! :)

回不去

不經意的知道很多
所有問題一旦熱情冷卻 特別明顯
 
就像在絕望的那一刻帶給我希望再把我丟下
就要去相信去接受
才知道一切都是假的

不能輕易相信別人卻還是選擇了相信
或許我是真的沒有長大

因為  也許
你一點點的溫暖就會想讓我擁有整個太陽

不要給我施捨的好
不要給我同情的好
更不要讓我習慣 


如果
来是偶然走是必然
就讓我抽離這種習慣 
因為傷不起   所以承受不起 
我不能給你全世界
但是  我的世界全給你了

愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍 

時間回不到最開始的地方

Simple Saturday

Hello peoples! Finally got some lil time to blog before I get busy again! I'm having test almost every weeks, everyday, & Im having two test on this coming Tuesday & one test on Wednesday. So tiring. Have to memorize alot of thing. But its okeyy for me cause after test, its SEMESTER BREAK! Hehehe. Altho is only one week, BETTER THAN NO! (Hou gor mou) - cantonese

Saturday, wanted to blog about today - a simple Saturday. Have a normal day with the love one. I got up at 2pm & have my brunch at 5pm - @Giant, KFC with beibybf and two of his friends. Lol so late right. Cause it was raining this afternoon and we couldnt go out. We didnt have a car here :( . After the meal, beibybf and his friends wanted to buy some daily necessities, so we went to giant & took cab back to hostel.

& Beibybf got an angry bird from the souvenir boutique in Giant

Makeups for the red bird bird wahahaa.

Miserable

My life is a f mess right now. I dont know what's wrong exactly but I know nothing is going right. I'm in my room starring into space thinking of you. My head is so empty I dont even know what to say. Why does it always have to seem like its a major issue that tear us apart?

 My life is like trash right now. Just f leave me alone.

Just leave me alone.. Leave me alone.

我要的

如果兩個人想好好的在一起   必須互相遷就
我們不是每天都那麼開心   也會有有很累的時候    一個人在夜裡   孤單的

我要你開開心心   即使再難過   我也會陪你
我要的   在我難過的時候   一句寶貝   別難過  你還有我    心裡的難過就會好很多很多   因為我知道   有人會陪我  就你  
我要的   在我孤單的時候   你給我發發信息  讓我聽聽你的聲音     這對我來說   比什麼都欣慰   因為我知道   有個人  雖然不經常陪我   但心裡卻一直想著我
 一句我們在一起  什麼困難我都能抗下去   那對我來說就是  幸福   我不需要甜言蜜語的誓言
我要的  只是一個緊緊的擁抱  只是一隻能牢牢牽住我的  不會隨便丟掉的手
我不要你每一分鐘都陪我   你也有你的生活   我不想干涉你太多
我要的  只是我們彼此信任  沒有背叛   說的出就能做的到的行動
我想要的   僅此而已

我們不吵不鬧  就這樣簡單的過著


可以嗎

one little thing to show how much you love HER

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your clothes.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remember this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Kiss her.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING...
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it and fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it is gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means she doesn't want to talk about it - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of your friends.

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. Don’t cheat on her.
28. If she’s upset, comfort her.
29. Text or call her in the morning and tell her how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS?
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. Kiss her before saying goodbye.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or you’re mad.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people hurt her, help her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

Make sure she knows shes LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and bend down to her face to kiss her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love..

Normal day

Time to blogggg again. Actually, I'm nearly asleep, my brain is not functioning and my eye lids are so heavy, but I feel like blogging now. I regretted for not attending class this morning cause I was having headache and not feeling well such. I have been studying for 3 hours after my headache slightly better, but it comes again. I really have no idea for my study today. Business Accounting. Admit this my account is really poor :( So blog first, then study again, good plan right? Wait waitt, before this, I need get something to eat first. Ive been starving for all day long.

Btw, I'm still having headache and sorethroat. I'll drink as much water as possible.


Post a happy picture to remember myself not to stress out.

BB gone.

Well since I'm free now, I shall blogging. I MUST KEEP MY BLOG UPDATED. Can't believe that I'm actually blogging this late somemore I have 8am class tomorrow. It's okay. I feel bad for not updating frequently. It comes on my mind suddenly, I really miss my blackberry right now, I miss the way I text with my friends, the way I spam my boyf' inbox. Message and pictures in the phone. Ughhhh. ALL GONE! :( How would it happened :(

Sigh. Off to bed, gonna wake up early tomorrow. :(
Goodnight people.

Feel like blogging at this hour. Tryin to smile.

My head is so empty I don't even know what to say. okeyy so right now I'm sitting here in my room alone and thinking about all the shitty things in my life. I'm always depressed, always moody, always feeling down, dejected and such. Whats wrong with me? When am I gonna get that shit outta my head? All these things just come to me automatically. My life, my days. I'm just wasting my time here, doing nothing. Just like a trash. I can't waste my time anymore. I'm not gonna let my life go on like this anymore. I'm gonna set my priorities at this moment and forget about all those minor shit. Day of college tomorrow, time to get my head concentrate on life.

Smile.
Goodnight peoples. :)

Imperfection

It's time to update about my blog - a short one

Who wants the rose must respect the thorn.

Roses are generally very attractive and inviting to almost everyone; however, anyone who wants the rose must be prepared to respect the thorn, which of course is a part of the rose. Just as nothing good comes easily, nobody is perfect, because even the rose, beautiful and enticing, is not without its flaws. Don't expect perfection without something wrong. It means to get what you want, you have to have to take the good with the bad. Everything comes with consequences. My only strength comes from the faith and trust I have in God and the simple fact that 'One who wants a rose must respect the thorn'.